No good.

Today is no good.
I don't understand life at all.
Why can't we just get rid of all the people we don't like?
Why can't the people we like just linger in our lives?
Why is it that the people who dislike are constantly in our lives while the people we like only appear for only a couple of minutes?
I rather surround myself around people I like, because that'll make me happy.
When I'm with people I don't like, I'm just not happy lol. There's nothing they can do to make me happy other than leave me alone.
The people I like are nowhere to be seen. If I'm lucky I might get to see them for a few minutes a day but usually we don't see each other. This isn't fair. When can I finally be happy? :[

I just want to be happy for once. Is that too much to ask for?
Please, just let me be happy for this once. If it showed up in my dream, it should have some significance, right?
I just plead for anything...or anyone that could make me happy. =|
I know how it feels when someone likes you and you don't like them. It happens, and it sucks when they ask why not? You really can't answer that because you just don't know the answer. Standards? Mine's aren't that high. Just someone that can make me happy.


The 4 people I NEED in my life:
#1) You're adorable! We talk occasionally and I'm just happy to have you in my life. The problem with you is that you don't really care or you're not intereted in what I find interesting. This is a big problem. I try really hard to understand you and be like you, but I'm just not. Too many differences and you -- well lack of interest, is the main issue.
#2) You aight. The issue with you is that you're really good at tricking me into believing some illusion that never exsisted. I love your personality but you USED me.
#3) You are funny. You brighten up my day with your outrageous comments. Sometimes you're sooo soo mean and sometimes you can be pretty sweet. I don't think I can handle this drastic change in emotions.
#4) Ohh youu. :| I miss always freaking out about you :P. I still think you're cute and whatnot. but apparently we're just not meant to be because if we were, you would've already been in my life by now.