Epic Christmas Party (Part II)

:D:D:D i mean, it was good! other than the fact that i had an argument with my mom...-__-
Insidious wasn't actually that scary.
Manhunt was tho.
It was c-c-old.
I'm glad Bryan liked my gift. I feel accomplished. Last year Byron no like my gift >.<
Of course, the party lost some of the excitement partially due to the fact that my parents were there AND due to the fact that the seniors '11 weren't there :( i really miss them! good thing they're coming back to visit this week, prolly. yeahh christmas break! <3
Okay, now I have to focus on SATs 'til february. byebye social life :'(

AWKWARDD..

The awkward moment when you're trying to avoid someone you don't like but you fail miserably...

Admiration.

So like in history we're learning about WWII. It's actually quite intriguing! I find it to be a very interesting subject to the point where Iactually PAY attention in class for the first time.
I mean-- is it wrong? Is it wrong that I admire the Facist German leader, himself? His leadership abilities though very tyrannical, seem to impress me in various ways. I know that he's done so many horrible things to innocet people who didn't deserve it at all...but idk.
Maybe it's his odd love story. I find it kind of..inspiring. Eva Braun's loyalty kind of touched me.
Even evil people can fall in love and actually care about someone. It comes across to me as somewhat beautiful.
Personally, I think I'm going insane.

Decisions, Decisions...

I'd hate to admit it but it's the time of year...
marching band is over and i see people i used to see A LOT less.
So the question is should I get attached? I mean, the fact that I'll see people a lot less...that means I'm at a disadvantage already. I kind of am really starting to like him. Now the season's over...it's just that. I don't want it to fall apart. I feel like now we have less and less to talk about...I'm scared. I don't want to let go...but I don't want to get attached either if it's going to fall apart...I don't know what I want. I just wish..I just wish that it could work out. I don't want to be alone anymore.

What's going on...

I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
Anna, what's happening to me? :x

Behind These Twinkling Eyes...

#Here I am, once again. I'm totally into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend. Just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside.

No tears tho.

I loved him first, you stupid bitch.

Dis gurl needs to go.
freshman. omfg. I CANT EVEN...

Jealousy Level Increasingly Rapidly.

#Angela Status.
I've officially become extremely jealous.
I'm turning into Angela, OMG O.O
This is really bad.
But I can't help it,
I'm still mad jealous.
I'm not happy about this.
I'm not happy at all.
I get a break, and it only lasts for 1 day.
But then again, fate came in again and fixed it all.

// When is it my turn to be happy?